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HI, HEY

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Hi hey I've been gone forever!

Uh..just letting people know I'm alive? A lot of life things have gone on, mostly preparation for college. Including trying to get in and acceptance and getting shit together..blegh.

but most of all HI OSA I DIDN'T DIE QQ
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BRB

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I know I'm not here much anyway (posting wise) but I'm going away for a month with no net access, brb.

Oh - and things got a lot better. I just let my emu side get the best of me. <3
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Oh mah gah.

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FFF. These weeks holy shit. Everything is smashed into a 2 month time slot and it's hell. Most of it's too personal for a DA journal but;

Myles Birthday passed again, as marked with a picture last year. This year it just didn't work out, I'm starting to become somewhat forcefully indifferent. He's getting older, I really don't want him knowing who I am now that I'm coming to terms with certain facts, and I haven't seen my sister despite her being almost a year old by now. Is it bad that I mostly just don't want to see my father with a happy family?

Art is becoming a stressful time crunch. I'm proud of myself for getting a few things done but..geh. There needs to be come downtime real soon or I'm going to lose it. This explains the lack of art updates, too much IRL shit to do. Things are feeling less personal and more tailor made now a days, and it's getting very annoying

On a very high note I'm going to my first concert this Friday C: Gonna see Air in the city, awwwyeah~ Kinda nervous, very grateful, mostly excited. It'll be a well needed break. Any advice on what to bring / wear based on those who frequent concerts?
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I saw Valgs journal so I decided to waste massive amounts of time on this handwriting analysis shits: www.handwritingwizard.com/anal…

I do agree it probably is composed of very vague statements that seem accurate. A lot of this is grossly inaccurate, my thinking process is not at all that efficient. I wish.

In other awesome news, my old computer is now officially retired. New one so far is gonna take some getting used to but fuuuuck yeah. I can now play TF2 >u> <33 And no more shitty e machine~

WARNING TL;DR:

If has difficulty making decisions. His mind changes constantly. He lives in an emotional tug of war. If could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow he may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.

If If encounters a situation he cannot handle he frequently pulls into himself. He feels his emotions are secure if he is withdrawn. When he has solved the problem he can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see If as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say he has two complete personalities that he chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality he is exhibiting today. He may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down If's emotional expressiveness.

If is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

In reference to If's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When If slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. If can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

If is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. If basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence category, his self-perception is better than average.

If is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

If has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.

If is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

If has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
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College Blues

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I like to leave year gapes between journal entries. And I love you guys promise, I'm just fucking lazy. That and try to avoid public angsting since it's usually somethings easily resolved with sleep.

But I'm kinda distraught here and need a vent. The intimidation of college is overbearing at times and is fast approaching. My impression from seniors is to start scoping colleges early - and it's much harder than it sounds personally. So my question to you is how did you deal with this and make a decision / are you currently doing so?

The reason I bring this up is I got a letter from Sage College of Albany as an invitation to check out their school and consider it as one of my top choices. The campus is nice and all but it's far away and I have my heart set on School of Visual Arts in the city. Then again I don't have much to compare it to because I don't know where to start. All the more in-depth technical talk just makes me increasingly confused and frustrated when considering schools. And I know it's practically inevitable but I'm extremely anxious about leaving behind everything that is familiar.

The plan as of now is to attend community college for 2 years then shoot off for my desired school. Even then some people say it was a complete waste of their time and money. As an art major, I can't really afford to lose too much of either. If any Art majors could lend me some advice, that would be pretty awesome.

Also anyone know any good schools they themselves have considered? (My main focus is illustration)
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